TheDarkMistress23

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if i met God by TheDarkMistress23, literature

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if i met God

What if I met God? I have some questions Id like to ask. Why didn't you answer me, every time I prayed for an escape? Why didn't you listen every time I prayed for my abusive mother to get better? Why didn't you stop that boy from raping me? Why didn't you answer? You never answered me. The priests told me you were busy. There were more important things in the world, and you'd answer me eventually. When I prayed for answers when I was 15, I asked my neighbor why you didn't stop that boy from hurting me. She'd told me You have a plan, and sometimes plans involve pain. I was late for school that day. I was in the front seat of her van

29/9/2019 by TheDarkMistress23, literature

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29/9/2019

Dear whoever has the misfortune of reading this. I'm scared to admit I'm a bad person. There's no sense in denying it. I'm a horrible person. I've given myself the tools to burn the bridges I built in my backyard. I made the lighter and I used it to burn the bridges. All of them. I'm stuck inside my house guarded by mile high walls with steel inside as an insurance policy. It's protected by a small fence of 10 feet that's electric and has razor wire on it. There's landmines inside and outside the fences barrier. People can't get close if they wanted. Plus the forest is always changing. It's terrible. I can't admit that I

What do you do when you break your own heart? by TheDarkMistress23, literature

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What do you do when you break your own heart?

Sometimes you might cry. Or think irrationally. Or wonder why you did that. I can't promise I'll always be happy. I can't promise I won't be upset. I can't promise that I'll be forgiving or kind. There's a lot of variables. I have to account for all of them. The biggest variable being me. I'm a wild card thrown in at the last moment and I think I'm the joker. I think I'm throwing people for a loop and can cost people to lose a game. I think I make people hurt and upset. I hurt myself. I'm so scared to admit I messed up. But how do I admit I messed up? It feels like I'm drowning in despair and regret. Yeah, it may look like a pity party to some people. But when you look at it from my perspective you might see how I do. But what do I know? Im just lonely. I just wanted attention from my friends. Because I've been feeling neglected. But it doesn't matter now. We've burnt our bridges. I can't say, "Hey! I'm sad and I'm having a splitting episode right now

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What do you do when you break your own heart?

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Join the Waiting List for DeviantArt Eclipse by danlev, journal

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UPDATE: Eclipse is now released to all deviants! Click the "Eclipse" toggle on the top navigation to try Eclipse. Thanks to the efforts of AriBanks and her supporters, you’ve gotten a glimpse of DeviantArt Eclipse. So now you probably want in? We’re stoked that you want access to the new redesign and to experience DeviantArt in dark or light. To get DeviantArt Eclipse: Favourite this journal Comment below (and while you’re at it, feel free to tag a friend or two who may want to try it too!) We’ll add you to our growing list of deviants interested in stepping into the new phase with Eclipse. Keep in mind Eclipse will be steadily rolled out to deviants in batches over the coming weeks and months, so don’t fret if you haven’t received a notification just yet!

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

May 22, 2001
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Deviant for 9 years
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We're made of star stuff. We are a way for the cosmos to know itself. - Carl Sagan

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TheDarkMistress23

May 26, 2020

Let's do this one last time.

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Hi there, I'm the one and only Altair Jae Walker. In the zodiacs around the world I am a: Gemini in the Western zodiac Taurus in Vedic astrology metal snake in the Eastern zodiac Anubis in ancient Egyptian astrology Hawthorne in Nordic astrology Fox in Celtic astrology Deer in first nations astrology Elf in Winx Club astrology Of course some of these are no longer practiced or misconstrued and I did my best with proper research. The last one is from a cartoon, but it's great. I use they/them pronouns and I identify as an asexual lesbian. I like writing poetry and have been known to draw occasionally. My personal aesthetic is a mix of goblincore, crowcore and cottagecore. I enjoy fashion and learning new things. I have BPD and I work at a laundromat. I found a knife there once. It was GREAT. I'm a Neo-pagan/Wiccan. I worship Isis and Loki. I also somewhat worship Dionysus, Thor, Thoth and Nyx. If you couldn't tell, I'm really into astrology and I think you can learn a